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This blog is related to my autobiography DMD Life art and me plus there will be non related posts. I have the disease Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy and that has left me in a near paralyzed state, I wrote this book in 10 months using one finger clicking one mouse button on one on screen keyboard! Be a follower by clicking in the box on the right and you'll get every new post I make. Feel free to join in with your comments and enjoy!

Ian,

Author and Digital Artist

Tuesday 30 October 2012

Puree pioneer

Ever since 2007 I've been eating a fully pureed diet and really enjoying food again. Before '07 I was struggling to shove potato fritters and breaded fish past mouth into my stomach. Feeding time was not pleasurable at all because I thought the next mouthful would lead to a choking incident. I had dropped weight considerably too and when I discovered I was 88 pounds I knew things had to change. Seemingly by coincidence I was given pureed food to try and finally I enjoyed a meal!
There are a few tiny inconveniences however as the variety is quite limited and you miss eating different textures. You can deal with that by remembering food is you're energy and it's better to eat than not. Although I'm slowly increasing the amounts of variety like this morning I tried some macaroni cheese from a tin and poured it over some liquidized scrambled eggs. I really enjoyed the creamy cheese and pasta and was extremely happy that it blended perfectly. I'm becoming increasingly adventurous with different kinds of recipes and have started adding garlic and occasionally herbs to my meals. A great resource I use for some of my recipes is from Leicestershire NHS pureed food guide find it here. So go on if you're struggling with solid food and have choked then why not try a pureed diet!

Read more about my amazing journey from poor eater to a puree pioneer in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!


EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time

Monday 29 October 2012

Do what you can while you can

I have been doing digital art since about 2006 and I've had a real good time making pieces of art and selling some along the way. I always remember with DMD that you can take absolutely nothing for granted and you certainly need to deal with that. It was very tough losing the ability to play my playstation console, eventually giving it away. Thankfully for me the internet had really started to take off and eventually in 2006 I found the art program. It could all end at any time so I'm definitely enjoying the journey while it lasts. I've really enjoyed learning how to paint and that process will never end. Finally when it does come to an end I know something better will come.

Read about life with Duchenne's in my book DMD, LIFE ART & ME!


EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time
 

Thursday 25 October 2012

Sacrifices you make

This isn't primarily about me but there are definitely sacrifices you make living with DMD. You must gradually put up with a certain loss of dignity living with DMD that's certainly true. Initially it starts with being dressed by someone else then relying on others just to use the bathroom and then help from others to do anything and even to stay alive. It's great to learn how to work with others but for the whole of your life it can be relentless but positivity and a certain can do attitude will get you through it! Many have sacrificed ever having relationships because of their current situations be it stuck in an institution, living at home or constantly messing relationships up (my problem) or even just never getting the opportunity. Totally understandably this can be devastating to those living with DMD it's very hard and I have been there myself. DMD gets in the way a lot when dating and that can make it that bit harder anyway. Too often dwelling on these shortcomings and the lack of relationships can lead to depression and on top of everything this can push people over the edge. There's a way to cope however and that is dwelling on a goal, we each need to find a goal that works for us or maybe a better one may be shown to you.

Read my ups and downs regarding the above topics in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!

EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time
 

Tuesday 23 October 2012

Mysterious illness

Over the last week I've had a strange chest problem where my lungs felt really terrible but I had no cold or flu symptoms. Obviously it appears to be a chest infection but how I ask myself. Well either something went into my chest via my mini tracheotomy or it was something else. I remember being told by an intensive care doctor that there was an increased risk of infection with a tracheotomy. While that's true we thought the benefits outweighed the risks and overall that has emphatically been true. Read more about mini tracheotomy tubes in my book. There is one other way I could have developed this illness that being aspiration. Basically that means swallowing food into the trachea and that usually leads to infections. Those with DMD may develop this if they have particularly weak swallowing muscles. Not every person living with DMD will weaken to the same extent in the same areas.  In any case I'm not sure what happened but I'm recovering now and that's the main thing.

Read more about DMD in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!


EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time

Monday 15 October 2012

Things I notice


When I wake up I have no idea what the time is. I've tried electronic clocks but they break often and annoy with their bright lights so they went out lol. I have analogue clocks on my wall but my shortsightedness prevents me from seeing them properly. If conditions are right (if enough light flows in, if I squint and lay in the right place) I can just about make them out. This has led to some funny things happening! Often I call my mother with my environmental control at just the wrong time, the poor thing has missed many cups of tea, been on the phone, been using the facilities or collecting the shopping. My unusual "alarm clock" called my bladder woke me up this morning about an hour earlier than normal so I was very confused to see the time!

It's often the tiny things that you wouldn't necessarily think even relate to DMD that can be vital or very helpful to your life. Again the textbooks are very sparse on this kind of thing. Someone should write a better one ;)

Well you could read DMD LIFE ART & ME to find out more, while not a fully definitive textbook it certainly puts some flesh upon those bones!


EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time

Sunday 14 October 2012

Things you really miss


I remember in my friends film "A life worth living" there was a part that I can relate too this week. I was in a position where I really needed to comfort someone and the one thing they needed was a hug but I just simply couldn't. It makes you feel utterly inadequate, all I could do was say "Are you alright?" and that just seems silly now. Back to that film, my friend met a couple whose son was recently diagnosed with DMD and he was in the same position as myself unable to hug them. This is something that isn't mentioned in an ordinary DMD textbook with its list of cold facts. When you live through this disease it hurts mentally as well as physically.

The one thing I can't do is to get down in the dumps about it. It is incredibly hard to do this but often looking at the things you can do helps. On many occasions I've made digital art gifts to give to friends and that certainly does help because I love giving. Whatever way you do it stay positive!

Read more in my living textbook autobiography DMD LIFE ART & ME!        


EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time
  

Wednesday 10 October 2012

The funny thing about suction

That age-old saying that no two days are the same certainly does apply to suctioning out my chest. Yesterday I spent an hour struggling to get about 2 inches of secretions in the suction tube. It felt as if I was trying to suck out tar or very thick treacle! On other days I may get copious amounts of very thin secretions and that is just as bad as the thick stuff. These secretions are really important for keeping out all kinds of bugs and infections. Their potentially deadly if your muscles don't work properly which I found out in 2001 when a simple cold turned into pneumonia. It is so easy to get ill like that but there are a number of things I'm doing to ward off those colds. I try to keep those people who are ill away from the house. Next I'm trying to eat healthier and for example adding garlic to my diet and talking vitamins and minerals. Lastly I keep vigilant and take action on the immediate sign of any illness.

Find out more about 2001 in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!

EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time
  

Tuesday 9 October 2012

The Article

Last Sunday I had an article in a local newspaper all about my life and my book. It was a great way to raise awareness and it certainly helped my book sales!

I'll let the article elaborate it all please read it here; http://www.walesonline.co.uk/showbiz-and-lifestyle/real-life/2012/09/30/heartbreak-pureed-food-and-playstation-ian-s-life-with-muscular-dystrophy-91466-31927211/

Find out more about my life in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!


EBOOK available here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/69702

Available on Amazon USA here; http://www.amazon.com/DMD-Life-Art-Ian-Griffiths/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288120811&sr=8-1

Available on Amazon UK here; http://www.amazon.co.uk/DMD-LIFE-ART-AND-ME/dp/1907652337/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288105302&sr=8-1

My new Ebook Poetic Diversions available to buy here; https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/206857

All links available in my website here; http://duchennemen.net16.net/Buy-my-books/

My art can be viewed here; www.artwanted.com/thebigG2005


Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time