Trade Offs

In every life there are trade offs that people have to make whether it's stopping that extra night out  because of money troubles, or whether to do your hair in a certain style with time running out. In a life with DMD there are also trade offs but especially in the older years they can be quite serious.

Personally I often have to make almost daily trade offs especially when my chest is misbehaving. For instance if my chest is really bad then every transfer using a hoist could make me cough so sometimes I must choose whether to use the bathroom or clear my chest. I have to trade off the minimum time I need suctioning but clearing my chest with how desperate I need to use the facilities. Hardly glamorous I know but such is my life. If I get this wrong I could end up chesty in the hoist which I wanted to avoid in the first place or an embarrassing accident could occur. It's depressing when I get chesty near the end of nearly every month awaiting a tracheotomy change. When I hit the hay during these times I dread facing the next day and I'm counting down the days until the tracheotomy tube is changed.

Another literal balancing act is when I'm eating my meals I need my head forward to ease swallowing and if I over compensate my head will fall. If that happens I could potentially spill my drink so I need my mother to push it back up and the whole process continues on. It's very frustrating but I try staying positive to keep my sanity because it's really not worth it when there's plenty of other things needing attention. This life with DMD does give a unique perspective to all affected. My mother has to trade off my care needs with her needs of having a break. Yesterday three of my teeth were extracted and because my aftercare was uncertain she cancelled her night out as they can't administer painkillers. I have amazing parents willing to go the extra mile.

It certainly makes one think.

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Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time

The many faces of suction

It's been awhile since my last blog entry but here goes. Personally I need my chest/lungs suctioned out everyday as and when needed. 12 years ago as a result of the ravages of DMD I lost the ability to adequately cough away any mucus from out of my lungs. Consequently I had a mini tracheotomy fitted to allow suction catheters to be introduced into my trachea to remove any excess mucus. If this were not done I would surely choke and well you know the rest.
That doesn't mean there's no humour involved as there have been a few funny experiences. Like when Mom gets all prepared with sterile glove only to find no catheter attached to the suction machine! Another aspect is that no 2 people suction me out in the same way which takes some getting used too. Mom is the best at doing it with very fast swift movements to clear my chest out, my Dad uses slower movements and goes further down the trachea. Going back to humour one my elder sisters always makes me laugh by calling my secretions "phlegmbouyant" and describing a horse race as she does it!

Find out more about suction and secretions in my book DMD Life and art!


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Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time 

To cough assist or not cough assist

It's increasingly common to see cough assist machines suggested for use with people who have DMD. For some it's an an absolutely fantastic invention but for others it might not be the ideal solution. The machines themselves work by forcing a large amount of air into the lungs and then quickly sucking it back out in an attempt to dislodge any secretions through the mouth. I've had a mini tracheotomy for 11 years and when I first had it put in there was no cough assist devices anywhere to be seen. I am very comfortable and used to suctioning through my mini tracheotomy and it gets my secretions straight out. A couple of years ago I was given the opportunity to try a cough assist machine out to see if it helped. I had a terrible week with a great  deal of pain in my chest from using the machine twice a day with no noticeable movement of secretions when I needed them removed. Suction through my mini tracheotomy was by far better for me so I decided it wasn't right for me and sent it back to benefit someone who could find relief in cough assist machinery. My lung team at the hospital often bring up its usage to me even though they know I'm not going to use it. It helps to point things out to healthcare specialists because you need to set clear boundaries. Don't let my experience put you off, I have this advice if you're just starting to have coughing troubles (i.e. you've lost the ability to cough) then definitely do try it out first. If like me you're a long term suction user through a tracheotomy then do try it but don't get your hopes up too high.

Read about my tracheotomy installation in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!


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Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time

The funny thing about suction

That age-old saying that no two days are the same certainly does apply to suctioning out my chest. Yesterday I spent an hour struggling to get about 2 inches of secretions in the suction tube. It felt as if I was trying to suck out tar or very thick treacle! On other days I may get copious amounts of very thin secretions and that is just as bad as the thick stuff. These secretions are really important for keeping out all kinds of bugs and infections. Their potentially deadly if your muscles don't work properly which I found out in 2001 when a simple cold turned into pneumonia. It is so easy to get ill like that but there are a number of things I'm doing to ward off those colds. I try to keep those people who are ill away from the house. Next I'm trying to eat healthier and for example adding garlic to my diet and talking vitamins and minerals. Lastly I keep vigilant and take action on the immediate sign of any illness.

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Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time   

DMD logistics

DMD is a bit like a battlefront in many ways and just like a front line needs good supply lines so does a life with Duchenne's. A case in point would be my suction catheters. I've run really low on them lately after numerous attempts to have some ordered they seemed never to be ordered. Thankfully I finally found out they have now been ordered. It got me thinking about all the supplies that one needs when living with DMD. In the beginning there's relatively few supplies needed just electric wheelchairs and the like. Now as an older man with DMD there are many supplies needed such as catheters, tracheotomy neck tapes, tracheotomy tubes, ventilator tubes and connectors, wheelchair supplies and medications! There are probably more but as you can see it's vital the supply lines stay open because without them life would be impossible.

Extract;

...Under the third shelf lie the rest of my large medical supplies such as boxes of suction catheters and a box of Tena pads used to cover my bed and wheelchair. Only recently do I store my mobile hoist by the window,
it creates a better space in our living room (where it used to reside)...

Read more about these vital supply lines in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!

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Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time

What does that feel like?

Recently my newer once weekly carers have been trained to clear my chest of mucus using a suction machine. They often ask what does suction feel like because having catheters put into your windpipe certainly isn't natural! It's so hard to describe because if done properly it doesn't really feel of anything. On the very rare occasion I've had really painful experiences too. On the odd occasion I'll get a defective catheter with a severe bend at the end which you can't always see until it is too late. That feels like running a dagger down your windpipe certainly an ouch moment that causes spluttering fits in my chest. I go into more detail in my book, here's a little taster......

Extract;
 ....if my chest isn’t sucked out the mucus builds up and can block my airway all together. When the suction catheter is fed down it feels like another kind of blockage but it doesn’t generally hurt. When suction is engaged I get a certain amount of relief as the secretions are removed it’s as if someone turned my air back on again.....

Read more about the weird and wonderful world of chest secretions in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!

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Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time.

Power pressure

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This morning whilst in bed on my ventilator sleeping peacefully the power went off. I find myself locked in behind a facemask heating up with the breaths I have to take myself. I contort my face to make a gap to let some cool ambient air in. My ventilator is screaming out an alarm powered by a tiny battery, my electric bed went off and my air mattress is wailing it's alarm. Quickly the problem was found and power was restored! I resume my assisted breathing a little weary of sleeping.

I have some backup batteries, a battery powered ventilator, a battery powered suction machine, a battery operated hoist and most importantly faith. It is vital to have some backup plans for this eventuality!

Extract;
...for the dependant people like me we need our wheelchairs and ventilators charged and reliable power for suction machines, hoists, beds, mattresses and food blenders....

Read more about those things you'd never think were Duchenne's related in my book DMD LIFE ART & ME!

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Foreword

I’m Ian Griffiths from South Wales. This book is a story of my life so far up to the age of twenty five years. I live with and suffer from the ill effects of DMD which stands for Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. It is a severe muscle wasting disease and a life limiting terminal illness. It won’t kill you in six months in the traditional sense of ‘terminal’, but it’s far crueller than that, it steals every muscle in your body first and then kills you, anywhere up to the age of thirty. There have been cases of men living past that into their forties and fifties but only with drastic interventions such as ventilators and tracheotomies, more on this can be found by reading on.
I hope to cover a few things in this book, from a history of my childhood years to a more detailed history from sixteen years onwards and finally onto my current problems and triumphs. At times things I write may make you smile or may make you pause and think about the seriousness of life with this devastating disease. I really hope there will be a cure but currently for us supposedly ‘older’ guys with DMD (over twenty one), there seems very little hope. If I don’t see a cure in my lifetime, I hope my campaigning helps in some way bring it about for future generations, so another child won’t have to see their body wither and die before their time.